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addictive
I throw all of your stuff away. I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages. I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.
Every time you come around. So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
Should have known better in trying to let you go. 'Cause here we go go go again.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit. Something about you is so addictive.
We're falling together. you'd think that by now I'd know. cause here we go go go again.


Monday, May 18, 2009, 5:26 PM
我不喜欢被忽略..被冷落..

我不喜欢被冷落啊..我讨厌被忽略..被抛弃的感觉..

总觉得自己被忽略..

想问..我是透明的吗?!!

不是..那请别把我当成透明的..我也有感受..

我也是人啊..我也有自己的情绪..

我很努力的把情绪收起来..

回到家..我不跟谁讲话..

把自己躲在房里..

在学校..我还要假意的把笑容挤出来..

你懂很难受的吗..?!!

我真得很怕变成自闭儿..

我真得很怕..

你可以不要将对我吗..?!!

可以不要忽略我..冷落我..抛弃我吗..?!!


你懂吗?!!

被人抛弃的感觉..真得很不好受..

你懂吗?!!

不是每一个人都试过被冷落的感觉..

你懂吗?!!

那种被抛弃的眼神..那种被忽略的眼神

我真的不想再忍受..不想再看到..

那个眼神..我真的看惯了..

我没想到我会讲到这一句..

我不懂我现在是否处于在自闭的状态..

无论是或不是..再也不重要了..

我真得不懂要如何面对被忽略的自己..

不想再看到那个眼神..不想再听到那一些伤害我的话..=[